Human vs Sinner (III) : Kantoi

Semalam I call you, you tak answer.

You kata you keluar pergi dinner. 

You kata you keluar dengan kawan you. 

But when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true. 

So I drove my car pergi Damansara. 

Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola. 

Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada. 

Lagilah I jadi gila. 

So I called and called sampai you answer. 

You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar. 

My phone was on silent, I was at the gym. 

Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain. 

Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you. 

I've always known your words were never true. 

Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu. 

No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you. 

So I guess that's the end of our story. 

Akhir kata she accepted his apology. 

Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too. 

With her ex boyfriend's best friend - Tommy.

Kantoi...

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What a sad sad song, it seems to me that cheating is really something so common in today's relationship and it's the getting caught part that makes the difference. Guys have took for granted that their ladies will be staying at home faithful waiting for them to get home, wishful thinking like what Beyonce sings,

'Cause I know that she'd be faithful Waiting for me to come home, to come home

Not to paint the whole gender with the same color but we are human after all, and I believe that in this world now, if you are not fucking, you're being fucked. You might not want to cheat, that doesn't stop people from trying to get what they want, one slight mistake and there you go. However, don't fret! You ain't caught yet, by hook or by crook eliminate all evidences and move on if you really care that much for the relationship. Honest confession will get you no where, it's merely a transfer of burden to your significant (to be insignificant) others, transferring your guilt and remorse into his anger/disappointment, forgiveness is only possible when he's equally guilty of what he did but not telling.

Forgiving is nothing hard, especially when you know you're the one who need to ask for forgiveness, but forgetting is going to be really hard. Especially the why does it happen part...