WonderGirl Frenzy!!

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

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Man I have to say that this song is really really addictive! I've been repeating the same line again and again and now attempting to sing the slow version in English. Addiction addiction, and I'm doing free marketing for the song!

Life sucks, so why not just enjoy the blow job while it last?

Thirty-five liters of water, twenty-five kilograms of carbon, four liters of ammonia, one and a half kilograms of lime, eight hundred grams of phosphorous, two hundred and fifty grams of salt, one hundred grams of saltpeter, eighty grams of sulfur, seven and a half grams of fluorine, five grams of iron, three grams of silicon, and a little bit of fifteen other elements. These would be the calculated components that make up the body of a single adult. We already know that much with modern science, but the reality is that no successful human transmutation has ever been reported. There’s not enough of something… For hundreds of years scientist have been researching and researching, but they still haven’t been able to grasp it. So you could say it’s a wasted effort, but I think it’s a lot more useful than just praying and waiting. Oh, right, and the ingredients for these parts? You can pick all of that up at a marketplace with the pocket money of a little kid. It’s really cheap to make a human being.

-- Edward Elrics, FullMetal Alchemist

I didn't know how true is this but come to think of it, human body are so simple, why complicate life with our own mind? Worse still by others' mind? Someone will always try to screw you when you're screwed, and more than often we allowed ourselves to be screwed, without putting up a fierce fight. That's where those lines like "Call it life", "We can't fight fate" etc etc come from... Fuck them... Life sucks, so why not just enjoy the blow job while it last? (Lame I know but it get the message across :p)

中恳情歌

突发奇想，一个不浪漫的人如果以很写实的方式和一个女生示爱擦出怎样的火花？我自认自己是不够细心，不懂得搞浪漫的人，所以我想以我的方式写一首比较中恳的情歌但问题时写不出曲！

活了都不少个十年 还是孤单的一个人
一人逛街 看戏 吃早餐*
是我命犯了天煞孤星还是我不够浪漫
也不是说我没试过表白
怎么我得到的都是一大堆我倒念都行的拒绝
是天意还是我的天真
以为真的会有人喜欢一个现实不花俏的人
可惜世界是现实的但人却不是

我不懂得把爱情比喻成 星星月亮太阳
因为对我来说爱情比较像薪金
给的总觉得给了太多 拿的总觉得得到的太少
这首中恳的情歌
我不要求你唱和 只希望你会用心的听着

因为我不懂得把爱情比喻成白开水和面包
因为对我来说爱情比较像钞票
有的时候不懂得珍惜 没的时候才连连叹气
这种不浪漫的情歌
希望你会用心的听了 会为你带来些许的快乐

*吃早餐那句是卢广仲影响的啦！

Sudden Death

Heard a joke once: Man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed. Says life seems harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in a threatening world where what lies ahead is vague and uncertain. Doctor says "Treatment is simple. Great clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go and see him. That should pick you up." Man bursts into tears. Says "But, doctor...I am Pagliacci." Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drum. Curtains. Fade to black.

Rorschach - Watchmen

I did hard to get myself high on alcohol but again and again I fail myself. Being in emotional low, I really couldn't find the kick in my alcohol, I am only getting more and more tired of drinking and not even close to happy on my fatigue. Yesterday, I pushed myself to the very end, got drunk, got really tired, and I simply shut down, it's like a sudden death.

I can't recall anything I did yesterday pass my shut down point, that's something rare, something that never happen before in my life. Thanks to my friends who take good care of me when I was dead. People who drove me back, people who watch my back when I was sleeping, thank you.

Escape from work, just sleep for god knows how many hours, yet I am still unable to feel revitalized. Going back to sleep now... Good night world, hope I wake up a better person.

天晴。心雨

门外是炎热的七月天，天上没有乌云，
只有蓝蓝的天空，一朵朵白白的云，
在空中漫无目的的飘着，
是无比的自由，还是一生都被风掌控着？

自由如此的虚拟，被困在皇宫里的鸟儿，
真的就不会过得比天上飞翔的好吗？
不是说过只要快乐其他的都不重要了吗？
怎么快乐竟然和自由化成了等号？
现在自由了，但是有比过往快乐吗？

怎么看着辽阔的天空，心中却是凉凉的，
仿佛打在身上的微风，渗透进心里时会变成台风，
虽然是晴的天，但是心里却下着雨，
装满了雨水的心，只能独自挣扎沉溺，
想透过眼睛表达出来，但是眼泪却流不下来。