Friday, September 25, 2009

Structured Bullshits?

So it hit me tonight that science get us a long way, creating new technologies, making our life easier, given that you have the equivalent of what the technology is worth of to acquire that technology. In the relatively more advanced world of today, more and more people start to believe in science and a lot of them claims that science can prove everything, given the time (and of course resources but resources could be found if there is time so it's redundant to me).

However, I think that the simple act of believing that science can prove everything given the time is unscientific. People do that for religion, people believe something before proving it in religion, claiming that it's some fantastic work of the omnipresent person(s) above us. So given that to be termed scientific "a method of inquiry must be based on gathering observable, empirical and measurable evidence subject to specific principles of reasoning." and as far I as know, I couldn't find any measurable evidence to the claim that "Science can prove everything given the time" this act it self is as if treating science as a religion, in which people readily believe what been told as true, without the need of proving it, thus rendering the act of blind belief in science as unscientific.

In which I exclude the fact that some famous scientist actually includes religious view into their scientific studies, Sir Isaac Newton for a simple example, in which he saw God as the master creator whose existence could not be denied in the face of the grandeur of all creation, and by this he refashioned the world governed by an interventionist God into a world crafted by a God that designs along rational and universal principles. Which get me thinking that if science is based on assumptions and today science is based on historical assumptions, and what if the assumptions fails, given the saying, assumptions is the mother of all fuck ups. Does this lead to the fact that science is actually a bunch of fuck ups, made believe that it's scientifically proven to be scientific based on fuck ups?

More often then not, it is presented so structured that it's unbelievable to disbelieve, making it a belief, and statements which are made up of fuck ups are widely known as bullshit. Does this make science the equivalent to structured bullshit?

Thursday, September 24, 2009


曲:陳小霞  詞:施立 唱:陳奕迅



我會帶着笑臉 揮手寒喧



Well if you feel like torturing your ears feel free to download my version:
lauyee - Hao Jiu Bu Jian (清唱)
lauyee - Hao Jiu Bu Jian (Rap Addition)

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Disconnecting myself with the world (again)

我决定不醉了 也决定不浦了 就算下一秒孤独这一秒是清醒的 曾经交心就非常值得我要专注赚钱不想别的没有忐忑
-改自 周华健:“有故事的人”

I've been looking back at my life up to this point a lot recently, and I couldn't believe my own stupidity, the way I wasted my time and money to get myself wasted. At age of 25, I don't have the luxury of time to continue living like this. Being optimistic, I would be forced into larger commitment, home loans, car loan, larger phone bills, misc home expenses, and maybe a wife (who knows if it would be a husband). As I again and again repeat my main priority now should be my career, but at times (which is most of the time) I'm lost, not knowing what to do next, and I doubt if I'm really a person who can run a business successfully.

Not to boast but I do believe that I am smart enough to survive in the business world, but I often sway off my main focus, and find cheap excuses like lack of resources, lack of motivation, lack of this and that, which are all problems that I should solve because I should be responsible for it. Seriously I think those who often say that "I wish I could take up more responsible" or "I'm ready for more challenge" have no idea what they are wishing for. When you're forced to move away from your comfort zone inch by inch each day, it ain't something fun.


been chosen by my life to be who I am now.

I have no other choice but to strive and do my best not to disappoint those who look up on me. Hopefully one day like Jovi said Frankie said, "I did it my way!" Can't complain that my life is hard since I've seen people who need to go through a lot worse, can't say that I'm having a good life either since I'm constantly around people who are luckily rich. Don't ask me why do I need to compare myself to others, don't give me bullshit that you don't need to. In this competitive world, everything is limited, we instinctively fight to survive. We fight our enemies, our friends and a lot of the time, ourselves, our old self, our evil self, our kind self , we fend them off to make a decision that we should make, to live the life that we think we should live in. I might not always win, but I will make sure that I will not lose either!

Friday, September 18, 2009

My small small hardware shop



我不是Hip-hop Kaki 但朋友都要我Rap來聽
我沒有 做錯事情 阿曼請喝Kopi
我沒有罵死力 但我可以載你去看奇景
我們可以去釣魚 去吃燒米

我真的要用麻坡的華語 來告訴你我西北Suka你
我要載你到Wetex對面 一條小路走進去
我真的要用麻坡的華語 來告訴你我西北Suka你
只要跟你一起 我下定決心不爬樓梯

我不是Cina Babi Pantat Mangkok Kuih Koci
也不會 半夜去找阿瓜 陪他們踢penalty
只要能在一起 你一定發現我turbo夠力
你不愛我 我不會去勉強你

我真的要用麻坡的華語 來告訴你我西北Suka你
我要載你到Wetex對面 一條小路走進去
我真的要用麻坡的華語 來告訴你我西北Suka你
只要跟你一起 我下定決心不爬樓梯

唱國歌要起立 打野戰被抓到請他喝Kopi
只要在一起 我一定遵守規矩

我真的要用麻坡的華語 來告訴你我西北Suka你
我要載你到Wetex對面 一條小路走進去
我真的要用麻坡的華語 來告訴你我西北Suka你
只要跟你一起 我下定決心不爬樓梯

身为马来西亚人的我们怎么可以不支持那么一首充满了马来西亚风格的情歌!我本身觉得,麻坡的华语和我槟城的有点相似, 一样有力,一样够力所以绝对是传情达意的好歌。尤其是那句“你不愛我 我不會去勉強你,我只會乎你看中指一支”简直就是妙极了!


Sunday, September 13, 2009

WHO AM I !??

Seriously, I looked into the mirror, wondering that question, WHO AM I? For who and what do I lived for and who am I presenting to this world? Am I myself when I'm presenting myself? Am I just trying to get what should be done done? Am I just too scared to go for what I wanted? Am I myself?

Not even close to drunk, but really confused, who the hell am I? Who's that in the reflection? Do I don't turn out like I expect myself to be? How do you actually define self? How? Full of question marks in my head but running out of energy to ponder upon. Let's hope that the answer is in my dream tonight and I can actually remember it!

Friday, September 11, 2009

Tag @ Facebook Post!

Now you can tag your friends and other things you’re connected to in your Facebook status and other posts. This feature works with the Publisher box that appears on your home page and profile page.
  1. Type the "@" symbol in the Publisher text field, either to start the post or as a new word with a space before it.
  2. Directly after the "@" symbol, type any part of the name you would like to tag. A new drop-down menu will appear with all matching entries. You can tag friends, Pages, groups, events and applications.
  3. Click the name you would like to tag. It will appear as a blue link in your post. You can tag multiple different names in the same post.
People who can see your post will be able to click through to view the profile, Page, group or event you tag, but only if the existing privacy settings permit this.

Tagging allows you to more actively mention your friends and other things you are connected to on Facebook. It also lets you direct a post at specific people while still keeping the conversation open. Friends you tag will receive a notification and Wall story that you have tagged them, and also when someone else comments on a post they are tagged in.
Facebook is rolling this feature out over the course of the next few weeks, so you may not be able to use this feature just yet.
You can tag the following things in a post:
  • Your confirmed friends
  • Pages you are a fan of
  • Events you are attending
  • Your groups
  • Applications you’ve used
To tag any of these things, enter the "@" symbol followed by the name.

Groups will show a group icon next to their name in the drop-down menu, and events will show a calendar icon. Pages will show the Page photo, and profiles will show the profile photo.

When you tag an application, the link in your post will lead to the application’s Page. You can only tag applications that you have used.
Only your confirmed friends can tag you in their posts. If you have blocked someone or removed them as a friend, they will not be able to tag you. If you have blocked someone, and then a mutual friend tags you in their post, the person you blocked will not be able to view your profile by clicking on your name.

Tuesday, September 08, 2009


If I am someone someone, hmm... why would I be someone else? Yes I want to be more successful, yes I want to be fitter, yes I want to be more talented, yes I want to be richer, and mother fucking yes I want all those hot blonds surrounding me. BUT I want to claim all that as me, myself and lauyee not in someone someone else's shadow. Let just say that I want to be special in my very own way, I don't like to be under the spotlight but rather far away from the crowd, far a way from the spotlight looking at those crowd like monkey, and the super star who usually get what he wanted, and wonder how did he do that. Isn't it just ironically pathetic?


作曲:Alan Po 填词:Dash/小克
监制:Davy Chan/C.Y. Kong、Gary Tong

踱步街上观摩众人 外貌品行随意区分
日夜张望能成就伟人 或是作一世闷棍
自问极不愿当复制人 但事实声调难以变更
踏入巨星命途难道靠神 或是再需要集训
如果我是陈奕迅 这句话太吸引
还是我不去面对黑暗 白日梦破醒了满腔余音
自问表现不差过人 浪漫演绎还会震音
或是命书閳明如若姓陈 方可以倾倒众生
如果我是陈奕迅 这句话太吸引
真相是其实我不去面对苦困 白日梦里不会自禁

如果我的掌纹堆积了尘 命运没法敲定前世今生
怎样神外有神 只不过假以时日
能做你的确是太急进 实在我享受循序渐进
心里面鸣谢你一再令我长进 白日梦刺激我自信
陈奕迅的确是得一个 卖力地唱使你起身拍和
如硬要比较是你的错 渐渐便看清我是我
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Do Do Do Do Do Do Do Do Do Do Do Do
La La La La La La La La La La La La

Friday, September 04, 2009

Random thoughts from 25-35 year olds

Source: Unknown, the original source of this post is unknown, but hell this is really one great read that made my day

- I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option.

-More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that's not only better, but also more directly involves me.

-Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.

-I don't understand the purpose of the line, "I don't need to drink to have fun." Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and sticks when they've invented the lighter?

-Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you're going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area thinks you're crazy by randomly switching directions on the sidewalk.

-I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger.

-Is it just me, or are 80% of the people in the "people you may know" feature on Facebook people that I do know, but I deliberately choose not to be friends with?

-Do you remember when you were a kid, playing Nintendo and it wouldn't work? You take the cartridge out, blow in it and that would magically fix the problem. Every kid in America did that, but how did we all know how to fix the problem? There was no internet or message boards
or FAQ's. We just figured it out. Today's kids are soft.

-There is a great need for sarcasm font.

-Sometimes, I'll watch a movie that I watched when I was younger and suddenly realize I had no idea what the f was going on when I first saw it.

-I think everyone has a movie that they love so much, it actually becomes stressful to watch it with other people. I'll end up wasting 90 minutes shiftily glancing around to confirm that everyone's laughing at the right parts, then making sure I laugh just a little bit harder (and a millisecond earlier) to prove that I'm still the only one who really, really gets it.

-I would rather try to carry 10 plastic grocery bags in each hand than take 2 trips to bring my groceries in.

- I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your computer history if you die.

-The only time I look forward to a red light is when I’m trying to finish a text.

- A recent study has shown that playing beer pong contributes to the spread of mono and the flu. Yeah, if you suck at it.

- LOL has gone from meaning, "laugh out loud" to "I have nothing else to say".

- I have a hard time deciphering the fine line between boredom and hunger.

- Whenever someone says "I'm not book smart, but I'm street smart", all I hear is "I'm not real smart, but I'm imaginary smart".

- How many times is it appropriate to say "What?" before you just nod and smile because you still didn't hear what they said?

- I love the sense of camaraderie when an entire line of cars teams up to prevent a dick from cutting in at the front. Stay strong, brothers!

- Every time I have to spell a word over the phone using 'as in' examples, I will undoubtedly draw a blank and sound like a complete idiot. Today I had to spell my boss's last name to an attorney and said "Yes that's G as in...(10 second lapse)..ummm...Goonies"

-What would happen if I hired two private investigators to follow each other?

- While driving yesterday I saw a banana peel in the road and instinctively swerved to avoid it...thanks Mario Kart.

- Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.

-Shirts get dirty. Underwear gets dirty. Pants? Pants never get dirty, and you can wear them forever.

-I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired.

- Bad decisions make good stories

-Whenever I'm Facebook stalking someone and I find out that their profile is public I feel like a kid on Christmas morning who just got the Red Ryder BB gun that I always wanted. 546 pictures? Don't mind if I do!

- Is it just me or do high school girls get sluttier & sluttier every year?

-Why is it that during an ice-breaker, when the whole room has to go around and say their name and where they are from, I get so incredibly nervous? Like I know my name, I know where I'm from, this shouldn't be a problem....

-You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you've made up your mind that you just aren't doing anything productive for the rest of the day.

-Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after DVDs? I don't want to have to restart my collection.

-There's no worse feeling than that millisecond you're sure you are going to die after leaning your chair back a little too far.

-I'm always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks me if I want to save any changes to my ten page research paper that I swear I did not make any changes to.

- "Do not machine wash or tumble dry" means I will never wash this ever.

-I hate being the one with the remote in a room full of people watching TV. There's so much pressure. 'I love this show, but will they judge me if I keep it on? I bet everyone is wishing we weren't watching this. It's only a matter of time before they all get up and leave the room. Will we still be friends after this?'

-I hate when I just miss a call by the last ring (Hello? Hello? Dammit!), but when I immediately call back, it rings nine times and goes to voicemail. What'd you do after I didn't answer? Drop the phone and run away?

- I hate leaving my house confident and looking good and then not seeing anyone of importance the entire day. What a waste.

-When I meet a new girl, I'm terrified of mentioning something she hasn't already told me but that I have learned from some light internet stalking.

-I like all of the music in my iTunes, except when it's on shuffle, then I like about one in every fifteen songs in my iTunes.

-Why is a school zone 20 mph? That seems like the optimal cruising speed for pedophiles...

- As a driver I hate pedestrians, and as a pedestrian I hate drivers, but no matter what the mode of transportation, I always hate cyclists.

-Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is.

-It should probably be called Unplanned Parenthood.

-I keep some people's phone numbers in my phone just so I know not to answer when they call.

-Even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car keys in a pocket, hitting the G-spot, and Pinning the Tail on the Donkey - but I’d bet my ass everyone can find and push the Snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time every time...

-My 4-year old son asked me in the car the other day "Dad what would happen if you ran over a ninja?" How the hell do I respond to that?

-It really pisses me off when I want to read a story on and the link takes me to a video instead of text.

-I wonder if cops ever get pissed off at the fact that everyone they drive behind obeys the speed limit.

-I think the freezer deserves a light as well.

-I disagree with Kay Jewelers. I would bet on any given Friday or Saturday night more kisses begin with Miller Lites than Kay.


过了两个半的十年, 是时间 take 起心肝好好做人了。。。
- lauyee

Second after second, minute after minute, day after day, year after year, decade after decade, and I've lived for two and a half decades. It's really time to take life very very seriously. Was I not serious in my past 2.5 decades you may ask, so let's turn back the hands of time and see what had I achieve so far, none. None that I could be proud of, and none if I still stay the way I am for the coming 2.5 decades. I'm still working for a fixed salary, and I'm paid minimum wages, comparatively I'm way below what my peers are getting.

And so they say I'm at least doing my own business in which sooner or later it will be mine. Sooner or LATER, which is it going to be? Later, how late is later? The next second could be later, the next 50 years could be later, how late can I wait? Wait! Wait? That just show that I'm not putting any effort into it right?

Nothing is going to change if I keep doing the same thing, acting the same way, and respond to thing as expected. If I keep doing what I've done, I'll keep getting what I've got, which is NOTHING. Sad but true that it took me 25 years to realize that simple fact.

So what should be changed? It's always hardest to break the habit, so let's start by breaking a few bad habit and start bringing in some new good/positive habits.

My Bad Habits (the list could be endless so I'll only state a few important one)
1) Sleeping late, waking up late, basically lateness, to everything, I have a really bad time management
2) Party too much! I really shouldn't enjoy what I haven't earn!
3) Clothing, dammn I never know that they are important, I thought all I need is enough cloth to cover up my shameful parts!
4) Always getting distracted by online "Social Media" i.e. Facebook
5) Kia Si! Like those pimps around me always tell me, why so kiasi!
6) Lusty thoughts, which cost me a bomb at time

Now that I have my enemies listed out, I need a strategy to take them down. Sleeping early and party lesser come in a parcel, when I party lesser I'd have more time to sleep, and waking up fresh for a new day, everyday, or at the very least, every working day. Clothing wise, I'm lucky to say that I have a bunch of friends who know how to dress well and are more than willing to help, but I'm a person of character, so I only wear what I feel like wearing. However, I'd try not to dress up more decently, to increase my 'marketability'.

FACEBOOK! ARGH!!! It's more than an addiction! To put it in a good way, you're interacting/caring for your friends, put it in a bad way, stalking! It's like stalker made easy! All you need is friend who like to show other friends what they are doing and you'll know exactly where they will go tonight, what they will do tomorrow morning, or even months after if they decided to announce it to the world! So shame on me for stalking, no I don't want to know that much! Too much information kills the kitten!

So for the time being let me focus on breaking the top 3 bad habit and I'll move on with the list as time goes by. Really need to put in more effort into living, because I don't want to end up like the average family. Be it rich or poor, I'd rather be at the extreme then the average.
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What is lauyeelosophy?

It was a little unexpected that this blog is still up at running after so many years, and definitely a huge chunk of inactivity. Started off with nothing but some personal nags, sharing some of the songs that I genuinely like and their lyrics, and some thoughts that I have no one around me to discuss with, bullshits that I've structured.

Soon I'll put everything into a mixing bowl, sharing lyrics with a structured bullshit story. I wouldn't update it as often as I'd like to but for people who like reading, I'm sure you wouldn't be disappointed.

Yes a picture is worth a thousand words, but it wouldn't be as entertaining as a thousand words for sure.

Sincerely yours,