Thursday, July 24, 2008

The X-Files: I want to Believe

I thought that if I'm watching a movie alone, I don't need to book for tickets because there might be left over single seats but too bad, Batman: The Dark Knight is so popular that even the single seats are filled! So instead, I watched one of my all time favorite series/movie, The X-Files: I want to Believe, and what's wonderful about taking some time off to watch a movie is, it kept me thinking keep my brain functioning, the way it shouldn't. It makes me think...

At times, we lost ourselves losing our direction, over our passion for what we started buried by the harsh reality and all the people who kept telling you that you can't make it. Maybe we've gone through miles and miles of obstacle and we end up giving in at the final inch. Call it life, this is the main reason why there are so many people telling their good old days stories.

Come to think of it, what keep us living? What is the force that wake you up every morning? Why do you go to work? Is it because you believe that it is the only way to keep your family surviving? That you will eventually be rewarded for how much you worth? Or was it something totally different?

I'm a person of question like you may already observe, because I strongly believe that by asking the right question I will find the truth. The reason, purpose for my existence and in search for my purpose I try to gain as much knowledge as I could, but in the process so much of those knowledge left redundant, so much of youth wasted. My main problem is that I'll try to poke my nose in to everything that I come across and never get deep enough into it, which explain why I get shitty but never into deep shit. That's why when I'm asked to take a stance on my religious view my answer is always

"I Believe in Everything, so much that I Disbelieve in Anything"

Why? Simply because the fact that we believe in or made believe contradict each other way too much. Don't think for a second that I'm just another atheist, a person who is being superstitious with science and think that in time, science can explain everything.

Sorry to disappoint you but NO!

I do believe however that science has become a religion as well and it also has it's faithful followers, the scientist. Hence I believe in science as much as I believe in the supernatural which contradicts each other and leave me wondering, wandering and losing my direction as to what is the truth, yet again. Seriously I want to believe, but those people who approached me arn't a good enough salesperson to make me believe their side of the story.

Oh wait, I think it can also be linked to my political view too! As much as I want to believe that Pak Lah is just resting his eyes, he could really be sleeping or vice versa. It's your call about what you want to believe in, but as for myself, I believe that he's resting his eyes by sleeping.

The truth is out there, but how could we know what is true if people who hold the truth are not or cannot speak of the truth?

Coldplay: The Scientist Lyrics

Coldplay The Scientist Lyrics
©BMG Music Publishing Ltd.

Come up to meet you, Tell you I’m sorry, You don’t know how lovely you are

I had to find you, Tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions, Aww let’s go back to the start

Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Comin’ our tails, Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Aww take me back to the start

I was just guessin’, At numbers and figures, Pullin’ the puzzles apart

Questions of science, Science and progress, Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me, Come back to haunt me, Oh when I rush to the start

Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Chasin’ our tails, Comin’ back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Aww It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m goin’ back to the start


Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Leatherface in the making?

If anyone can recall the movie The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, where the family member will co-operatively, con a group of friends into their house, in the middle of no where, and turn them into the family dinner or souvenirs.
SEREMBAN: A 14-year-old girl, wrongfully confined by a 19-year-old boy for eight days, has been reunited with her family.

This news of Confined teenager reunited with kin eight days later certainly come to me as a shock.
“The boy told me that I should stay there. He told me that he liked me and wanted to marry me.”

She could not call anyone as there was no telephone in the house.

“The boy did not hurt me. He kept telling me that my mum would not want me anymore as I had sinned for having stayed with a stranger. I just didn’t know what to do,” she said.
How far would you go to get your son his future wife? Seems like too much of love is bad for certainly everything.

All these weird crimes happening now here in Malaysia, makes me wonder are all these the effect of global inflation? Will earth still be a safe place to stay? Or human has evolve into a stage where they are no longer a social being? I've also come across a quote:
“man is a social animal that detests his equals”

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Fortune telling: Name analyze

I've found something rather interesting from one of those forwarded message, thanks to my boredom too. The main function of the website is to interpret your dreams, and it also comes with some fun tools which can analyze your name and tell you more about yourself.

林恩煜 的內在想法

林恩煜 的外在行為

林恩煜 的感情分析

So how true is it? You're the judge man
Here's the link to the website:
Click the link below to see my result!!

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Man it's been another week!

I remember going back to Penang with full spirit that I'll help make my family business (which was a slump and still is) a successful one, one that get listed on at least the second board. However I'm stuck with current situation. With all the political drama distracting my attention, lack of funds to get the gadgets I wanted, the freaking price fluctuation of raw material etc etc. Not to mention that it sucks when you don't get paid for the work you've done. I got demoralized, pissed and desperate, to the extend that I get into a quarrel with my mom (who is my boss). It was SHAMEFUL! and I'm seriously sorry about that.

It's been 6 months since I came back 5 months since I join the company, nothing seems to change. All my strategic plans have been turn down or put on hold due to financial and human resource issue. There's only my mom running the main show with a few really helpful employees, and I'm not part of it. So what's my work there? Let me show you some of my work then:
Packing Machine
No I'm never a graphic design major nor I took any classes for it, that's why the design seems kinda crappy. Maybe to make myself happier, the sales of the items which I design for increases. *sigh* BUT IT'S ALL STILL TOO FAR FROM REACHING MY DREAMS!! I'm not young anymore, by my age Bill Gates is already a freaking Billionaire and I'm a not even close to Hundredaire :(

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Don't Slap me! Sleep with me!

How much sicker can this world goes? Apparently this is such an unanswerable question. I remember when I was 14 I barely know how to communicate with the females, well I'm still is anyway. However now a 14 years old know how to force a girl into sexual intercourse (rape in short duh~) with a mere slapping threat! Much worse, it happens in the afternoon in shopping complex, no wonder staircase of shopping complex stinks!

KUALA TERENGGANU: A teenager threatened to slap a 14-year-old schoolgirl before raping her at the staircase of a shopping complex in Chukai near here on Sunday.

The girl reported to police that she followed her friend to the shopping complex at 2.15pm and when they were at an isolated spot in the complex, her friend demanded sex and threatened to slap her if she refused.

State CID chief Asst Comm Mohd Fauzi Abduri said the girl claimed she had initially refused to give in to her friend's demand but was afraid that he would assault her and relented.

He added the girl lodged a police report at the Chukai police station at 3.25pm.

As shown by the statistic
source: CIA:The World Factbook
No wonder guys are willing to do so much just to get a pussy, all due to the 0.01% difference! Oh well of course we will need to look at other factors which render the statistic incorrect like the conversion rate of lesbian vs gay (more lesbian, less woman, more competitive to get a chick) vs (more gay/queer less guy, less competitive to get a chick).

It's amazing when you try to list down things that a guy would do to get a chick/pussy/date for example:
1) Taking them to dinner, those that server in small portion and a BIG bill
2) Beer/Liquor/_____/Wine (fill in the blank with whatever that will get them drunk)
3) Perfume!
4) Diamonds, Gold, Silver, Platinum and all the bling bling
5) Dresses (just so that they can undress them later)
6) Wait, yes a verb, some are willing to wait forever for a/the woman/girl/chick/pussy to fall from the sky
7) Love, ahh... such admirable action...
8) Cash which is the easiest way, there's a reason that the oldest profession is still in practice
9) Seduce, with/without the aid of drugs
10) Drug!
11) Brute force!
12) and the list goes on as long as the word creativeness exist

What would girl do to get a/the dick? Spread their legs (works if they just want a dick but doesn't always work when they want THE dick)

"What the fuck have you done (to get a chick) lately?" - Wesley Gibson, Wanted
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What is lauyeelosophy?

It was a little unexpected that this blog is still up at running after so many years, and definitely a huge chunk of inactivity. Started off with nothing but some personal nags, sharing some of the songs that I genuinely like and their lyrics, and some thoughts that I have no one around me to discuss with, bullshits that I've structured.

Soon I'll put everything into a mixing bowl, sharing lyrics with a structured bullshit story. I wouldn't update it as often as I'd like to but for people who like reading, I'm sure you wouldn't be disappointed.

Yes a picture is worth a thousand words, but it wouldn't be as entertaining as a thousand words for sure.

Sincerely yours,